I always try to blend in at work, then i don’t need the bus to believe myself and others or single myself and others out for any reason.
I am undoubtedly shy in addition to I have a hard time talking in front of a group of people, when the boss has meetings, I usually sit near the back so I cannot be recognized… The boss had a meeting a few weeks ago in addition to only invited the department heads.
I had to go to the meeting in addition to it was a small group of people, and my boss started a conversation with myself and others as soon as the meeting began in addition to I started to suppose undoubtedly upset in addition to flushed. I knew that meant that I was likely going to have a panic attack. I told my boss that I needed a couple of hours in addition to I excused myself from the room. I did not suppose what I was going to say when I went back there. I was hoping they all moved on to a different subject. When I came back to the room, my boss asked if I was feeling better, but he told myself and others that he wanted myself and others to present all of my annually facts in addition to numbers after the meeting. The boss never asked myself and others to do that before in addition to I thought I was going to faint. I went outside in addition to 1 of the boys from the warehouse was smoking a joint. I practically flagged the guy down to get him to give myself and others some of the marijuana joint. I did not suppose if it was going to help, however I did not suppose it would hurt. The marijuana joint genuinely made myself and others suppose much more calm in addition to relaxed.