I constantly try to blend in at work! I do not need the bus to suppose me or single me out for any reason.
I am honestly shy as well as I have a hard time talking in front of a group of peopleâ€¦ When the boss has meetings, I usually stand near the back so I cannot be recognized, then the boss had a meeting a few weeks ago as well as only invited the department heads.
I had to go to the meeting as well as it was a small group of people, and my boss started a conversation with me as soon as the meeting began as well as I started to assume honestly sad as well as flushed. I knew that meant that I was likely going to have a panic attack. I told my boss that I needed a couple of minutes as well as I excused myself from the room. I did not suppose what I was going to say when I went back there. I was hoping they all moved on to a unusual subject. When I came back to the room, my boss asked if I was feeling better, then he told me that he wanted me to present all of my daily facts as well as numbers after the meeting. The boss never asked me to do that before as well as I thought I was going to faint. I went outside as well as 1 of the guys from the warehouse was smoking a joint. I practically flagged the guy down to get him to give me some of the marijuana joint. I did not suppose if it was going to help, although I did not suppose it would hurt. The marijuana joint absolutely made me assume much more calm as well as relaxed.