I struggle with my task, because it’s the sort of task that requires my full attention and energy.
It’s not a straightforward task either.
There is so much stress, tension and consequences related to what I do for my career. It’s imperative that I find balance in my life to offset what it takes to do what I do for my career. That is where the cannabis dispensary comes in. For years, I sort of just pushed myself to the brink of exhaustion then sought release in my appetites. However, that just wasn’t healthy. Introducing legal cannabis products into my life has been just the sort of thing that I needed. I was never an illegal recreational marijuana user when I was younger. Somehow, I was a single of the tight minority who didn’t try out indica or sativa back when I was young. This had so much to do with the intense and drastic nature I applied to my task and to my life. It seems that I’ve been so drastic since I was a child. Now that I’m using cannabis products, I’m seeing a brighter side to life and I’m liking it. There is just so much beauty all around us and I was simply taking it for granted. Thanks to my trips to the cannabis dispensary, that’s no longer true. I’m much more present now with my family and not taking the task as intensely as I had been for all these years. I have to say that I owe my new state of mind and ability to smile to my trips to the local cannabis shop.