While it may sound weird that I’m sort of having to relearn how to go about feeding myself, that’s sort of what has happened.
Yet, having an eating disorder for twenty years will do that to a woman. An eating disorder is the definition of not knowing how to eat. This is all increasing now that I am treating with medical marijuana… Cannabis products are basically an overall strategy aimed at owning my body issues and moving forward in life. I am a smart, classy woman so it’s not very easy to admit that I’ve had such a terrible time with body issues. It’s even harder to understand that I have almost ruined my health because of it. It all starts with starving yourself and then you go through cycles of binging and purging! Of course your overall health will suffer tremendously. I do not care how smart or independent you are, if you do not get help it will not improve. That’s what finally convinced me to get the help I needed with medical marijuana. With the cannabis gummies I use, I am able to generate an appetite, but it’s this appetite I am coming to learn about. For years and years, my appetite was the enemy, but now with the help of cannabis products I am able to see my appetite as a tremendously healthy thing. I can see an appetite as something that is a signal for food. And that has to be okay. The medical marijuana also helps me understand and appreciate my body type. This is also so pressing. I am very grateful that medical marijuana is legal in my state and I am able to access a cannabis shop.