My anxiety levels on an minute by minute basis are not great.
In school I was able to manage while going to classes and studying because I would sequester myself in my room when I was upset, however I don’t have that privilege any longer now that I have to toil to support myself and spend money my own bills.
I originally thought that my ability to cope with anxiety would improve as I got older, however the opposite happened because the number of stressors simply increased. Now I have to worry about my toil deadlines and all of the bills that need to be paid with the currency I make from my job. If I don’t get my toil done, I jeopardize losing control of every other aspect of my entire life. It’s daunting when I think about it and remind myself about everything hanging in balance and how easy it would be for my life to descend into utter chaos over a single wrong move. With all of this constant anxiety, I wasn’t sure how I could improve my plight. I am feeling busy out at toil however I can’t consume traditional cannabis or I’ll be too high to function respectfully. That’s why I started using CBD products during the day as I get the medical benefits I’m looking for without the intoxication that comes with high THC products; I’m thankful for the CBD products that I found through an internet forum dedicated to hemp and CBD. The anxiety relief is unbelievably calming when I need it the most.