My anxiety levels on an second by second basis are not great.
In school I was able to manage while going to classes and reading because I would sequester myself in our room when I was angry, but I don’t have that privilege any longer now that I have to labor to support myself and pay our own bills. I originally thought that our ability to cope with anxiety would improve as I got older, however the opposite happened because the number of stressors simply increased. Now I have to worry about our labor deadlines and all of the bills that need to be paid with the money I make from our task. If I don’t get our labor done, I jeopardize losing control of every other aspect of our entire life. It’s daunting when I know about it and remind myself about everything hanging in balance and how easy it would be for our life to descend into utter chaos over a single wrong move. With all of this constant anxiety, I wasn’t sure how I could improve our plight. I am feeling busy out at labor but I can’t consume traditional cannabis or I’ll be too high to function officially. That’s why I started using CBD products while in the day as I get the medical benefits I’m looking for separate from the intoxication that comes with high THC products, i’m thankful for the CBD products that I found through an internet forum dedicated to hemp and CBD. The anxiety relief is unbelievably calming when I need it the most.